I feel like ranting, so that is what I am going to do.
Not having a great night. Sooo many thoughts running through my head…and here are some…


* I hate when people lie to me.

* I really hate when someone says they will do something, but really they never intended to.

*I can’t stand when people say all they want to do is help others, but at the end of the day, they want credit for what they did. If you really wanted to help someone, you don’t need the credit. You don’t need to go around saying, “Oh I did that.” God and you know. That’s really all that matters…and then that’s when you know you really did something. You did a selfless act. And trust me when I say, it’s the best feeling in the world.

* I hate when I have these random days when I feel all alone. It hits me out of no where and just brings me to a whole new level. But, when thinking about it, I’m not sure it’s a bad thing. I also know I will find out why someday. I have faith that what all I am going through is for a reason. I just have to be patient.

* I hate that my heart has been broken…and I feel like I can’t ever get back what has been taken away from me over the years.

* I really can’t stand that I feel like I’m not in the right place in my life.

* I hate being so far away from my sister. In all honesty, I don’t think I’ve really been me since she moved.

* And I really hate that I actually thought I loved this new mville site, but the more I think about it I don’t. I mean I like some aspects of it, but some I just don’t. I hate that Jeff or Ross or any other of my friends from the old board won’t even be able to read this. What is up with that? Biggest mistake you could ever do is shut your fans off from communicating. I mean yeah don’t let them into the main fanclub part(like M’s recipes, contest, and so on), but I thought the site was a social marketing/media thing for Martina. So wouldn’t the best thing to do be letting every fan join in? All IMO. And if I get a warning or something for expressing how I feel…that will also be something that I hate, lol.


But this is my little rant, lol. Only a few of the things rolling through my head right now, ha.

XOXO Tia