Courtney xoxo’s
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As I sit here, beginning my copious amounts of homework that never fails me, I cannot concentrate one bit. I had a busy day going nonstop from class, to lunch, back to my room to do laundry, class again, more laundry, softball practice, dinner, shower, check my email, a *special phone call*...and now here I sit. It is amazing how thoughts can somehow be telepathically detected without the...
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Days lately are becoming more and more emotionally involved than usual....and only 3 people, including myself, know why. I hate riding the emotional rollercoaster; tears at one moment, laughter and smiles the next...suppressing the untold to everyone else but the 2 people and myself who only know. I wish I could tell everyone why I am acting this way when they ask me whats wrong, but I cant....
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It is now nearly 2am here in NH and I am still awake. Afterall, I did sleep until 12noon today but thats insignificant. I never get to bed at a decent hour these days. I have been up watching first Secret Life and now Glee on hulu because I do not want to sleep. I am tired, a little bit, but after the dreams I had last night....I told myself I would be falling asleep with my lamp on tonight...
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Today started off really rough for me. I didnt really sleep too well, I had both good and bad dreams, and normally when I wake up from a nights sleep (or lack of) like that...the next day is miserable for me. Well that is exactly what happened to me today and I was expecting it which kind of made my day worse. I had a final exam today that I barely studied for, and on top of that I also had...
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I have done nothing with my day today besides sleep in(wake up thinking of M since I had a dream about her...), continue laying in my bed all day (with M still on my mind...), watch football (daydreaming about M still...), and fall back asleep again (thinking of M...). Now here I am sitting here writing this....thinking about the one and only Martina still. I have days like this all too...
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stupid fights make me mad an irritate me. especially when its between you and someone you love dearly and never wanna lose in your life. i won lose this person in my life all because of the small fight we had, but it still upsets me...because i never want to be in a fight with her. it sucks when you do not have any personal space in college because someone is always there! whether its your...
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Gotta love the library at college! It slowly but steadily becomes like a second home! Especially when mid-terms and finals come arounddd, when you have lengthy papers to cram on and write the night before they are due (like I am doing nowwww), and when you just need somewhere to go to get SOME work done! Just thought I'd take a quick break from my endless amount of papers/homework to do...
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Who ISNT stressed? As a college student, as many of us are here, know exactly what I am talking about! Lack of motivation to do school work/homework, procrastination, and partying (some of us) gets the best of us by...say, the 3rd week of classes! Well....coping techniques for stresssssss? Anyone? I have some already, but I need more because I am driving myself nutssss! I really am. Oh...
